Minggu, 31 Juli 2011

Life Resolution (My 13-going-30-self-reflection)


1. Be a Tiger, not a chicken
2. Know you are worthy of success, happiness, and love
3. Ego, blame, and impatience are weak. Don't be weak.
4. Kindness, patience, and confidence are strong. Be strong.
5. Accept and thrive in your vulnerability
6. Adapt
7. Be present and live each day to its fullest
8. Be grateful for your gifts, talents, and opportunities
9. Resist pessimism and surround yourself with optimism
10. Be remarkable 
11. More friends
12. Have a family with you

I guess I’m on my way to achieve all the resolution except the last one. I never think about the last one before I met you, I used to happy with my happy-life-as-a-single lady, I used to live normally happy but then you came and opened my eyes that two is better than one. You asked me to say “us” or “we” instead of say “I” or “me”. You wrote the last resolution for me and promised that we’re going to make it someday.

Then suddenly you’re gone, 

I’m hopelessly falling down slowly. When you told me to carry on and convinced me about those best days ahead for me, I know it will be a mess without you.
My life in ruins since you’re gone, but (still) I do not need any reason to get angry with God. Everything must be happened for a reason, anyway.
Well, that's life, as we know it.